again, its been over a month since i've written here...i guess what time i do spend on time has been devoted to email (ack like 20 YWD or JHHS emails a day!) and facebook...
i feel like my life is going to be a rollercoaster for the next....well for as far ahead as i can see really ...most ppl use the roller coaster anoalogy for emotions, but mine is really just for the fact that it goes at a crazy, never slowing speed, with some surprises, and also some things that are expected.. mostly just the speed factor. I have a semi-major to major event going on every single weekend or week until August 8th. And August 8th is when class at Soka starts, so technically, nothing will be slowing down, i just dont kno exactly what will be happening and cant plan that far ahead...first AP tests, then prom (lincoln and probably ST), then piano recital, then finals, then grad, then rehearsals, then europe, then flute camp (possibly? or a trip with family somewhere) then senior recital, then a few days where i can pack up my room and then soka. ack. and thats just the major things, not to mention tons of SGI stuff (fundraising! JHHS meetings! chp YD mtgs!) and all my lessons and other, non AP rltd schoolwork.. i just feel like theres a TON of momentum built up, with no time to relax really, and well guys, it seems theres not going to be much plan making for our last summer at home (wow, that suddenly sounded very very sad and depressing..i havent even thought about leaving SJ yet)
and well, I still have a ton of hw and studying for tomorrow and i have to shower and leave for a rehearsal in an hour, and then okayama concert, so i should go.
bye xanga...maybe i'll be seeing u again in august
(Actually, no, prolly before. i'll prolly have to write some sappy emotional conclusionary stuff around graduation and whatnot)
whoooooo school's almost out! and soka's almost here! its all i can think about. cant friggin WAIT!
ps, so i just reread this post and it seems very blah and maybe even kind of depressed. UNINTENDED! actually, i love it when my life is like this...sometimes stressful, but its always exciting and always worth it in the end. i'm really really happy right now and everthing thats coming up is friggin exciting. i just dont have the writing skills of, say, annie. adios!
pps i'm realzing my spanish skills have gotten HELLA good in the past couple months...AP test here we come
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